Dream or Nightmare

I might have been his dream to begin with

But I am hardly his destiny

Why do I care so much

Who matters more to him than ME


So he is happy when he is away

So he thinks less and less of me everyday

Its not like I will not survive

If he decided not to stay


Its going to be alright

As long as I have my strength to sustain

He may not have much left to loose

But I have plenty to gain


The world outside is waiting

For me to step out of this nightmare

It may have been a dream to begin with

But better wake up… for a new day is here!

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the story of ek satya

Have you ever thought about

What legacy you will leave behind

When your children’s children look through time

What do you want them to find?


I often wonder this now

As I cherish the memories hidden deep in my mind

How lucky was I that I had a nani

Who left a legacy one of a kind


Her spirit soaked in enigma

Her body frail, and yet a soul so strong

Her words inspired others

To take hurt and happiness along


There was never a moment

When her pain could find a way to her eyes

And yet her hands could write grief

I am yet to see again, a woman so wise


Born a girl so free of the real world

She would leave her mark despite the struggles of her days

A dutiful wife, a loving mother

A woman of substance without a face


While honoring the bounds of society

She broke through barriers with ease

Even as she remained tied to traditions

Inspired others to walk bold and free


Who will speak the truth

Who will carry the legacy 

Who will tell the story of ek satya

for the witness is history…..



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It has been a very long time since I last wrote something. My thoughts these days revolve around luck, destiny, intuition and faith. Most things that are happening around my life these days feel like bad luck, but my intuition tells me what seems to be bad luck is actually my destiny taking me to the right path. My first reaction to everything that is happening automatically becomes positive. Despite adversities, despite friends turning into well.. you know, despite obstacles and despite difficulties, my heart is full of faith. I am surprised at this change in me. I have seen myself as a very negative person but I feel different. This intuition, is it really intuition or is it my defense for adapting to bad circumstances.

I can feel my heart tell me that every door that closes in my face is preventing me from jumping off a cliff. Every fall I have is for me to rise up. Every friend I loose is to make room for new ones. My life is unbelievably difficult right now and yet all I feel is how everything has been engineered for me to reach the right address, the right door, where standing with welcoming arms, my destiny awaits.. I believe today, more than ever that what is happening is happening for the best. I am lucky to have these adversities, as this is where I am pushed out of that comfort zone to realize my true potential. This is where I actually act on the opportunities presented to me! I guess, I hope that looking back I will say that I was lucky to have bad luck back then J

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A Man without wings….



I know you are desperate,

For a victory you pray,

Every day I see you trying,

You put your heart in your play…

You say you never win,

Even when you work so hard,

You never show your emotions,

Keep your feelings on guard…

I know it’s exhausting,

The way you face this pain,

But don’t you dare give up on sunshine,

That follows the rain…

Angels are watching,

They surely will reply,

Wait and you will see,

A man without wings fly…

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Holding on to hope

To find what I once lost,

Hope is an understatement

With the battles I have fought..

Miss the way love felt

When I could believe,

Tied to a justification

How can I leave…

Hurt beyond repair

Why wish to be healed,

You don’t need to aim

I am wide open in the field….



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